I was groomed into prositution by my boyfriend when I was 15 and didn’t realise it.

 I was 15 years old and he was 10 years older than me. He was handsome, charming, sweet and caring towards me. He approached me at the mall one day and told me I was gorgeous and I was so flattered, I was popular with boys my own age but I always thought I was too mature for them. The fact that a handsome older guy approached me made me delighted, I was instantly smitten with him!

He talked to me for a little bit and he asked my age, when I told him I was 15 he acted all surprised he thought I was older. I believed him because I always got told I looked older than my age as I’m latina so curves haha. He told me he was so sorry and pretended like he felt guilty because I was so young, I told him it was fine and he said he felt a connection with me and he wanted to be friends. We started texting non-stop, he’d flirt with me and then apologise and say he just couldn’t help himself because of how attracted he was to me. I was falling for him the more I talked to him and I was convinced he was a good guy.

We would hang out at the mall alot and he would always buy me things, I felt guilty taking it at first but he told me I deserved nice things and that he wanted me to have things that reminded me of him. I was falling for him and after a month of us being ‘friends’ it was me who made a move on him, I thought he was so sweet and the fact he didn’t try to come onto me made me not doubt his intentions at all. I kissed him one night and he told me that he wanted me but that he didn’t want to take advantage of my age. I begged him to try with me, that age is just a number and that the connection we have is special. His manipulation was working on me already and we started dating.

My mom and dad guessed that I was seeing somebody but I didn’t tell them anything about him, I knew they wouldn’t understand and they would freak out about the age difference. (obviously). He started telling me things like if they really wanted me to be happy they wouldn’t care and how I am too mature to be treated like a child by my parents. I started to believe him and my relationship with my parents who I was always close with became very strained, we started arguing all of the time and I just wanted to be with him every minute of everyday. I became obsessed with him.

He asked me to be his girlfriend a month later and we started to be sexual. I lost my virginity to him and I thought it was perfect, he was so caring and loving and I knew I was in love with him after that. I would have done anything for him, he was perfect in my eyes. We started sleeping together regularly and there was nothing out of the ordinary, he told me he loved me and I couldn’t be happier. My relationship became more and more strained with my parents and after I turned 16 I left home and went to live with him, I dropped out of high school because he told me he would take care of me. He made me tell my parents I was staying with a friend because they ‘wouldn’t understand’ so I did. I cut all contact with my family and my life revolved around him, looking back and typing this out I can’t believe I was so stupid but he manipulated me so badly I would have done anything for him, and I did.

Everything was perfect until about 2 months into me living with him. He introduced me to one of his friends, he was older than him and I didn’t like him. I thought he was creepy and he stared at me like I was a peice of meat. My boyfriend told me that he really likes me and hes so jealous that my boyfriend gets to be with me. He then told me that he asked him could he sleep with me and I thought he would be like no way, but he told me it would make him happy if I did. I was confused and freaked out at him and he told me that maybe I’m just too immature for an adult relationship and he made a mistake. I got upset and told him I’d do anything and he said ‘thats my girl’ and arranged for me to sleep with him. It was horrendous, I hated every second of it but I was so blinded by love and I thought that this was what I had to do, I didn’t realise that he was prostituting me out to this man it never even crossed my mind.

After that, more and more ‘friends’ would be introduced to me and would want to sleep with me. He told me that it was because I’m so stunning and sexy that all men wanted to sleep with me and that he wanted me to enjoy myself with his friends. I became miserable, I hated what I was doing but I did it for him and I wanted to do it even if I hated it because that’s what you do when you love someone. That’s what he told me. I still niavely had no jdea he was prostituting me out to his friends. One night he told me one of his friends where coming over and I told him I didn’t want to do it tonight and I hated doing stuff with them. He gave me coke, told me it would make it feel better and would make me enjoy it more.

I started taking coke almost everyday, to numb the horrible feelings I felt inside of me day in and day out. He started making me do gang bangs and threesomes and if I refused he would hit me. He would tell me that it was all my fault and he wouldn’t have to do it if I just listened to him.

This went on for a year and a half, until one day the cops raided his apartment and they took me for questioning. They told me I had been groomed and I didn’t believe them, I told them that he loved me and that they where wrong. The police told me he was in charge of a prostitution ring and when they asked me did he ever make me have sex with other men I broke down. Only then did I realise what I had been doing. The police called my parents and they where distraught, they where looking for me everywhere and they didn’t know if I was even still alive. He got tried and him and all of his friends are in jail for a long time.

No matter how long he’s in jail for it doesn’t take away that he took my childhood from me, my innocence and everything. I’ve had therapy since it happened and I’m feeling alot better, I finally have a boyfriend and I’m in a happy relationship. I have a job and I am going to college soon. This was 4 years ago and I will make sure that I have a good future and my life isn’t over.

I wanted to write this because I wanted to share my story anonymously and I want people to know how easy it is to be groomed. I hope that if any young girls read this they will see how easy it is to be groomed and please not make the mistake I did. I still have my bad days and days where I feel guilt and shame wash over me, but over the years they have been less frequent. If you read all of this thanks for reading my story.

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